Take Your Power Back Now Blog

Being feminine, expressing the Goddess within, allowing the soft parts of ourselves to be seen, risking vulnerability and intimacy, having the courage to share our feelings with others happens in safety.

I love this picture with the horse. I liken it to having a soft pink tether to my inner masculine, the black horse the symbolizing power.

The horse is happy to be there his ears are perked up and the feminine me is smiling and radiant happy to be there too. What a beautiful merging when both feminine and masculine parts of ourselves are honored, CLAIMED, seen and cherished... for their individuality, strengths and gifts.

Man did I ever bomb fail at that one far too many times than I can remember. Creating safety within myself has been war, a battle that went on for years. No judgement just the truth.

I discovered this maturation & individuation, the harmony and balance and re-integration, rebirth, re-emergence doesn't happen in stress.

In my own inner journey of awakening, healing...

Big TOPIC here... becoming a surrogate parent within your family system as a child can leave lasting damage & rupture... and it's VERY very common. Emotional incest is abuse. How do we heal & integrate the fragmented parts of self to wholeness and the parts of ourselves we abandon in order to survive a highly dysfunctional family system? 

If we don't integrate these parts they just play out in repeating cycles in ALL of your relationships. My awakening I see as reflections everywhere and in everyone all the time, no separation anymore. 

My healing journey to awakening... this is what I share with you here in this audio. 

Healing toxic masculine shield, creating solid boundaries, meeting your own needs, finding the courage to set new standards and move into serenity, the death of the old to birth the new, shadow work, healing the contradicting PARTS we disassociate and repress, how to INTEGRATE these parts within the self, balancing masculine & feminine parts, dream analysis and divi...

Ever wonder WHY some coaches take off like a freaking rocket ship while YOU’RE still plugging along taking courses and watching YOUTUBE video’s and reading ALL the books doing all this MANIFESTING stuff but STILL not putting your work out into the world in a big way?

TOXIC SHAME.

Let’s talk about where it comes from, how to heal it and how it is affecting your ability to be visible, share your story and inspire others with your radical gifts and purpose based movement.

But FIRST a vulnerable share. 

I TOO have experienced toxic shame. YUP. You can be a baller make millions and STILLL uncover another layer of the onion to peel back, own and transmute. 

My healing journey has taught me that you can manifest all you want but unless you work on sitting with the PAIN of trauma, facing it, understanding it, where it comes from and what its here to GIFT you with and integrate it… you will:

Continue hiding out, even if you’re supe...